Leaving For A Little Bit

Recently I have been occupying most of my time before I leave for China in 5 days and right now I'm excited, nervous, and just ready to go somewhere new. (maybe to never return again) I also look forward to learning something new about another culture so that I can learn more about myself. In my belief people tend to find themselves much later in life because they do not take the opportunity to discover themselves at a young age. Personally I do not think I have truly realized exactly what I'm capable of, but have a good idea. Right now I'm just about certain it has to be something big, also I need to take a very long journey by myself with no one there to follow me into the deep. Take about 2 if not 3 months to a solitary expedition, and if I die on the way just remember what I had to say. Too many people rush things, and school is certainly one of them. They think that they are getting to the finish line faster than everyone else, but end up holding themselves back so much further. If you are not enjoying school, then take a break, and DO NOT say "that if I do I will not be able to get back into it", because that is not true. We are cognitive thinkers and as such look for education in possibly the most obscure ways sometimes. You can choose to take some of my thoughts with you or not, but as long as you learned a little on your own then something was done. Take a jump, find a release, and expect the best, that way you live a life to your interest.

(Also too lazy at the moment to re-read or fix anything that does not make sense, so I'll let you fill in any blanks that need to be corrected or added :)

I know I have been a little lazy on my post, so I will get back to you tomorrow leave a message after the *beep*

Which do you prefer

Both colors are my favorite and wanted to see how they would look in two different perspectives

Pastel Creation

This piece was inspired by a good friend of my and her artwork. She has a very good ability to draw the human figure and I'm trying to work on that myself. So I hope that I can get to her level one day and appreciate that she is around to help me out. Check her stuff out at Caro's Creations.


This piece was inspired by two friends of mine. One that really has got me interested in working with pastels, who is John Divon, and another that told me his band name is Freakish Blue that has slowly been building new idea's in my head.

The only thing that I remember when painting this is that colors do not always have to make sense. Just like I do, but maybe there is something to make sense of this, you just have to figure it out for yourself.