A cold frost

You ever feel that shortness of breathe that inexplicable incapability to breath. The feeling sinks deep into your chest as you feel it go numb. There is such a desire for the feeling to know that you are human and yet despair for it haunts your whole body in a dull state. It can be cold too, as though a frozen dagger has been thrusted into the chest. A piece of your existence leaves as the blade has left its reminisce. Yet there is really nothing I can associate with it, because I do not know what the reason is for it to pass, but dwells heavily inside me.

What is that?

My colleagues and myself have been working on this installation piece for the past month perfecting it enough so that we can go about it on a grander scale. The end results are amazing and happy to see where the work lead us too. If you would like to check it out you can find it on display outside of SCI-Arc.

Building A Field

For a project in studio we were given two days to make a 6' by 2' kinetic sculpture, but not after some mock-ups were attempted to get to this point. So my colleague and myself were able to put this together by creating a three dimensional armature as well as attach interface to it so that it begins to emote and interact with natural forces, one being wind.

Someone said I should get back up

And so I think I will. Been so busy that I have not taken anytime to myself and I hope that by continuing this blog I can help alleviate my mind from the anchors of my school life. Due to my commitment to school I have not been able to create any new pieces or writings, but have been hard at work exploring materials and what is a field. So through this process my knowledge of how to manipulate something so that I can achieve a great effect is growing. I hope that during the winter break I will have something new to show for what I have gained.

Leaving For A Little Bit

Recently I have been occupying most of my time before I leave for China in 5 days and right now I'm excited, nervous, and just ready to go somewhere new. (maybe to never return again) I also look forward to learning something new about another culture so that I can learn more about myself. In my belief people tend to find themselves much later in life because they do not take the opportunity to discover themselves at a young age. Personally I do not think I have truly realized exactly what I'm capable of, but have a good idea. Right now I'm just about certain it has to be something big, also I need to take a very long journey by myself with no one there to follow me into the deep. Take about 2 if not 3 months to a solitary expedition, and if I die on the way just remember what I had to say. Too many people rush things, and school is certainly one of them. They think that they are getting to the finish line faster than everyone else, but end up holding themselves back so much further. If you are not enjoying school, then take a break, and DO NOT say "that if I do I will not be able to get back into it", because that is not true. We are cognitive thinkers and as such look for education in possibly the most obscure ways sometimes. You can choose to take some of my thoughts with you or not, but as long as you learned a little on your own then something was done. Take a jump, find a release, and expect the best, that way you live a life to your interest.

(Also too lazy at the moment to re-read or fix anything that does not make sense, so I'll let you fill in any blanks that need to be corrected or added :)

I know I have been a little lazy on my post, so I will get back to you tomorrow leave a message after the *beep*

Which do you prefer

Both colors are my favorite and wanted to see how they would look in two different perspectives